I can't figure it out.

So I just started looking up information on Culinary Schools and I found one of interest not in-state of course...as i was requesting more info they asked me a series of questions and there were two that they repeatedly interchanged...what was my highest level of education, and how old was and the third question was always something different. I answered them about a good 10 times before i thought this was absolutely retarded and went on facebook.

I feel like a frozen bottle of juice...Orange juice with contents of high pulp! And has been frozen because I've been forgotten outside in the car with freezing temperatures....Good luck melting me.

LIVE IT

I think it's cool people have quotes somewhere in their cribs and try to represent it throughout their lives. I think im going to find one for myself.


AHHRRRR!!

I don't want you to leave until you kiss me.

Today i received my first write-up and it wasn't even my fault. So i worked last Friday morning with 3 other people and I was the 2nd person that arrived at worked and usually the first person that arrives places the doors on the coolers and turns them ALL on right?...so the bitch that dropped the block on my foot forgot to turn on the cooler we call the "Prep" cooler and about $400 worth of fish had to be trashed. Since the dumbass was slowplaying like she didnt do it everyone was written up for it even the prep dude that was an hour late...lol so he had 2 write ups.

But since im such an awesome worker i talked to the "Higher" authorities ya know and they're going to eventually trash everyones but the crazy chicks write up. TRicK that HO!

Summer in Norman sucks...This house is empty when i come home from work and it's going to be like that for awhile...But it's whatever, even if i did go out it's not going to be anything great and i'll still feel________. And the white people i would chill with are just too dien. Feel free to visit me =) or spend the night, i have extra pillow and blanket i stole and washed from one of the guys =D. Holla b4 u do of course ;)

Telling you i knew i knew i knew we could make it far.

I am tired but going to sleep this early just seems silly.

I've recently been 'upgraded' to roller and demoted someone else to the 'prep', and i admit i felt bad for a split second then i remember that crab block that the bitch dropped on my foot and acted oblivious to it. Things are a lot easier and i have more time to experiment with the flavors and how they go together and i came up with a couple but in my opinion they're only mediocre. But here are some of my work.


These are Panda's! Well they're suppose to be.. It's all rice except for the eyes. They're gobo, which has a vinegar taste to it, not a very appetizing roll, but it's Cute huh?



Does that look delicious?? First layer is rice, avocados, crab salad, rice rolled in masago, then at the top is the delicious flavor of our prince roll. I think im going to logically call it the "Prince Tower"



This is my crown jewel. The center is Fresh Salmon, Yellowtail, and Tuna. The out-side is cucumber. As far as I know i am the only one in the restaurant that can hand skin a cucumber with a knife like that to wrap ingredients in. I was never a big fan of raw fish, but this taste pretty damn good. I think it is the cucumber wrapping that cancels or lessens the fishy taste. I have no idea what it's called.


Work is fun, and it's sort of my escape from all the stress that goes on. I'm in college and i have a job that i enjoy going to every day now and it never gets dull and everything seems great, but it's not enough. Nope I'm better than this...i just dont know what i want to do.





I was pretty hurt when you failed me, but it's really w/e now...I'll still be there when u need me though...B-hole.

i have about an hour to burn because i forced myself to do laundry by washing my sheets and blanket and figured why not blogg.

So been home most of the time for the past snowdays, and even got a work snowday too! That made me smile. To sum my snowdays up, its been lotsa singing on that game and i believe that i am decently good at that game. Also grilled yummy steaks and brats! Yup, that's how i do it.

I was anticipating another snowday for work but nope. I need to work anyways, im starting to fall under that "broke as a joke" category. I thought that it was going to be dead all the way through...but nope there was a crazy 3 hour bump that i didnt expect and ran out of rice for like...less than 5 mins, and this time i got lucky because no one was really there to bitch at me. On the other hand i rolled about 10 rolls today and fished for compliments each time i finished by...."hey, does this look okay?"..even though i know im bomb already, i asked anyways. I really need to memorize the menu my goal is to do it by the next Monday. Taking out heavy trash is not fun...

Working with these White people is interesting because it seems like they like to socially drink and smoke weed. They have the same conversation every time the shifts begins..."Man i totally tripped out last night" or "I can't believe she/he did that?!"

..Im tired and my laundry isnt finished yet...sad =(



I need to find my passion.

Why do all good things come to an end?

Work- I’ve been working at In The Raw now for a good 3 months now and I am at the point where I dread going to work, but once I’m there it’s really fun. I do a lot as a sushi prep working my way up to Sushi Chef; I basically make sure the Chefs are all stocked up and we never run out of rice….NEVER!! I wouldn’t say I love it, but I enjoy the job cause I am busy most of the time, and i love the music. I want to Roll! If you want a job there let me know ;)

Family- In my own opinion being 20 sucks. Im no longer a teen, but that’s not the reason it sucks…it just makes me realize that everyone else in my family is getting older. Spending Christmas with my family was bittersweet cause I kept thinking how different things will get when my grandparents pass…chilling with the kids makes me feel old because they don’t really play with me anymore cause im never around like how I use to be :’(.
My parents were never really there for me growing up, and so there were times when I felt like I hated them, times where I badmouthed them behind their backs, and times so many times I where I don’t think about my actions and just worry them. Recently I’ve realized…so what? I am being selfish for just focusing on the things that they should have done for me when I was growing up. Now I know what all they do for me, and I don’t really expect anything from them. They don’t owe me anything…I feel like a horrible son…it’s hard to tell them I love them cause they were so distant growing up….i really want to.

Future- I cant predict the future, but there is this unexplained certainty that I will be happy and successful in it. So I don’t worry about…heh


I’ve been thinking too much. I can tell that I’ve been thinking too much because It’s hard trying not to avoid thinking about things. I haven’t felt like this in quite some times now, but yeah…im sad.