Work- I’ve been working at In The Raw now for a good 3 months now and I am at the point where I dread going to work, but once I’m there it’s really fun. I do a lot as a sushi prep working my way up to Sushi Chef; I basically make sure the Chefs are all stocked up and we never run out of rice….NEVER!! I wouldn’t say I love it, but I enjoy the job cause I am busy most of the time, and i love the music. I want to Roll! If you want a job there let me know ;)
Family- In my own opinion being 20 sucks. Im no longer a teen, but that’s not the reason it sucks…it just makes me realize that everyone else in my family is getting older. Spending Christmas with my family was bittersweet cause I kept thinking how different things will get when my grandparents pass…chilling with the kids makes me feel old because they don’t really play with me anymore cause im never around like how I use to be :’(.
My parents were never really there for me growing up, and so there were times when I felt like I hated them, times where I badmouthed them behind their backs, and times so many times I where I don’t think about my actions and just worry them. Recently I’ve realized…so what? I am being selfish for just focusing on the things that they should have done for me when I was growing up. Now I know what all they do for me, and I don’t really expect anything from them. They don’t owe me anything…I feel like a horrible son…it’s hard to tell them I love them cause they were so distant growing up….i really want to.
Future- I cant predict the future, but there is this unexplained certainty that I will be happy and successful in it. So I don’t worry about…heh
I’ve been thinking too much. I can tell that I’ve been thinking too much because It’s hard trying not to avoid thinking about things. I haven’t felt like this in quite some times now, but yeah…im sad.
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